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Here is my third book, published by Read Furiously in 2020! This one is close to my heart, as the poems in it are about growing up in Paterson NJ during the 50s and 60s.
Monday, September 18, 2017
Labels:
aging,
defiance,
Domestic Abuse,
Female Strength,
feminism,
Girlhood,
marriage,
Resilience.,
the body,
Women's stories
Tuesday, October 4, 2016
The Witch Series
Witch’s Prayer
To wear a hat made of rain
to float like a little skiff
into the enveloping mist.
To be naked and fogbound,
to be cloud caressed
and chilled to the marrow.
To be invisible, wild
as a neutrino bouncing
across the emptiness,
blissfully small, to be
a blip, a phoneme,
O no, no O, O no name .
To see nothing, to take
nothing in for a change,
to move through
the blessing of blankness
all your cells drunk
on the smell of earth,
water, and air.
To feel yourself dissolving
into something vast
and sentient. Smoke
from a slow burning fire.
To let go of the world, this life,
for a few free moments,
face the clean white page,
and begin the story anew
So mote it, for me
so mote it be.
Labels:
beginning again,
blankmess,
disappearing,
freedom,
God,
innocence,
loss of ego,
merging,
nature,
neutrinos,
prayers,
renewal,
the elements,
women
Wednesday, September 21, 2016
The Witch Series
The Night Witches -
1941
Flew over the Soviet Union,
bombing the Nazis
in wooden planes
no one else wanted to fly.
They wore saggy
ill-fitting men’s
uniforms, flew
without parachutes,
got frostbite on their faces
in open cockpits,
and cut their engines
to glide in over their targets.
Russian women who didn’t
care whether they lived
or died, flying so low
you could see their faces
glowing against the sky.
The Germans said they took
magic pills that gave them
night vision. They laughed
and painted their lips with
navigational pencils, drew
flowers all over their planes.
The Witch Series
Witch’s Test
She has been put into the furnace
and reborn again. She has held
the orange coals like bright candy
up to her lips, as Isaiah once did,
to purify them for speaking the truth.
She has nursed the sick and dying, in
rooms filled with the smell of nightsoil
and decay. She has kept several drunken
men at bay with her words, and if words
failed her, she didn’t hesitate to pick up
a knife. She has been a faithful wife,
opening herself to affection and eros,
giving him the gift of her keen sight,
her humor inciting and sharing his
laughter. She has felt both new life
and small death sliding from her
in a rush of waters and pain, she has
taken long walks in the rain to keep
from weeping overmuch in front
of the children, she has taken flight
without so much as a broom or wing,
taking everything in going on below,
tried to use her knowings wisely.
She vowed to do only good with
whatever amplitude of spirit she’d
been given, always aspired toward
Heaven, though she suspects its
less of a place and more like a
pleasant disbursement, the milk-
weed pod of her soul puffing
apart to mingle with all the other
invisibles. For all this, she must
endure a witch’s test. Here she sits
naked and shaven from head to toe,
being poked by little men, as
they look for the Devil’s mark.
She prays when they prick
her, her body will bleed.
Labels:
heresy,
organized religion,
patriarchy,
prayer,
pricking,
punishment,
rules,
strong women,
tests,
torture,
transgressions,
truth telling,
witch marks,
witches,
wives
Friday, August 5, 2016
The Witch Series
Crone Song
My face is a hex
made of clouds
rapidly passing.
These hands betray,
and always pay
what the cards tell them.
Where is the beak that can peck away at sorrow?
My knees are a jinx
crusted and frozen
over, leaving me
rooted and tree slow.
These feet search
floor after floor
for the path
that will lead me
to what must be said.
What chain opens up grief’s damper,
so its terrible vapors can fly?
A vestigial tail
at the base of my spine,
wags at the prospect of relief.
My mouth unlocks
in harmony.
Wednesday, June 1, 2016
The Witch Series
Bridget Bishop’s
Accusers
hanged in
Salem in 1692
Workers repairing her tavern in Salem Town
who found two poppets full of pins
in the old plaster walls.
who found two poppets full of pins
in the old plaster walls.
A scragged* woman
who had
accused her of stealing a spoon years ago,
accused her of stealing a spoon years ago,
and of constantly plotting retaliation.
A field hand who blamed her
for eating three eggs, gone missing,
and then turning into a cat to get away.
for eating three eggs, gone missing,
and then turning into a cat to get away.
A man with a child who wouldn’t look
at him, nor say his name.
A disgruntled employee, who said
she paid him, but the money disappeared,
as he rode off, and then his axle broke
as he hit a brand new hole in the road.
she paid him, but the money disappeared,
as he rode off, and then his axle broke
as he hit a brand new hole in the road.
The parents of a child who drowned
because of her evil
eye beams.
Two guards who said, as they
led her in, she looked at the church,
and they heard something fall inside.
led her in, she looked at the church,
and they heard something fall inside.
A nextdoor neighbor who swore
he was attacked by a monstrous beast
that tried to kill him, as Bridget was walking
out from her house to the orchard.
he was attacked by a monstrous beast
that tried to kill him, as Bridget was walking
out from her house to the orchard.
The visionary girls
who were
the main accusers, predicting fits, pin sticks,
bites, and all things spectral, a few moments
before they befell the entire assemblage.
the main accusers, predicting fits, pin sticks,
bites, and all things spectral, a few moments
before they befell the entire assemblage.
*broken of mind
Tuesday, April 19, 2016
The Witch Series
Sue Cross
took herself out one day,
to the woods she’d been foraging in
for years, went out among the may-apples,
colts foot, burdock, lamb’s quarter,
plants she read , nature’s literature,
expanding her life beyond itself,
nurturing woods, medicinal woods –
learning all its secrets, riding the steady
wheel of the seasons, its comings and goings,
the small predictable bounties.
Woods she’d come to, after quitting nursing,
collecting for teas, elixirs, and tinctures,
taking other peoples’ children
on wild foods walks, collecting
watercress, nettles, ramps,
and in the spring, morels, their tiny
convoluted skulls peeping out among the roots.
I can hear her low voice, its sibilant consonants
and vowel melodies filling the afternoon shade
with the riches all around us, opening our eyes.
Herbalist, house wren,
small, watchful, and full of knowledge,
went out to the woods alone
one day, not long after her divorce,
stood at the edge of the deepest
rock ravine, and threw herself down.
Who knows how long she lay there,
awake and aware, as the raptors
went sliding overhead, how many
nights she watched them turn into stars?
Those of us who saw her
for the hero she was trying so hard to be,
hope new shoots feathered up
around her, unfurling a green caress,
that little birds gathered above her,
to sing her their sweetest songs.
Labels:
alienation,
depression,
despair,
foraging,
herbalist,
heroes,
isolation,
memorial,
remembrance,
rest,
suicide,
Wild foods,
wise women,
witches
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