Showing posts with label aging. Show all posts
Showing posts with label aging. Show all posts
Monday, September 18, 2017
Labels:
aging,
defiance,
Domestic Abuse,
Female Strength,
feminism,
Girlhood,
marriage,
Resilience.,
the body,
Women's stories
Friday, August 5, 2016
The Witch Series
Crone Song
My face is a hex
made of clouds
rapidly passing.
These hands betray,
and always pay
what the cards tell them.
Where is the beak that can peck away at sorrow?
My knees are a jinx
crusted and frozen
over, leaving me
rooted and tree slow.
These feet search
floor after floor
for the path
that will lead me
to what must be said.
What chain opens up grief’s damper,
so its terrible vapors can fly?
A vestigial tail
at the base of my spine,
wags at the prospect of relief.
My mouth unlocks
in harmony.
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Tuesday Poem: From The Water Series
Old Woman’s Aria
What a boon, what a boon, what a boon!
to live in an empty honey crock tucked into
the long brown bones of a hedge.
O bee hieroglyphics!
O nectar and reverie!
O to row out in half a walnut,
to meet this drowned world,
with its blessings of barter and trade,
its mud that spits out stones for ballast
and jars, those glass beatitudes,
that rise up singing out of the muck,
jars, clear and intact, no matter to me
how small they be, or what they held once,
jars I catch the rain in, the best ones
begging to be filled with potables,
to be sealed with caps I make
out of crayons and candle scraps.
O to be washed sweet again by the rain,
to savor the taste of a memory, though
the poor bees, themselves, are gone!
Labels:
aging,
climate change,
divesting,
downsizing,
gratitude,
making do,
survival,
the future,
water,
women gathering
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Tuesday Poem: previously published by Fox Chase Review in 2009
First The Heart Goes
Then the head.The way it was
with the ruffed grouse
you found in the backyard,
knocked out of the sky,
windfall for some night
hawk.
And Nana too --
caught mid-flight
by too much loss and sorrow.
Of course, you bent to study
it,
poor thing, filled, as you are,
with reverence for beauty
that never lets you
close enough
to see more than
a quiver and blur.
poor thing, filled, as you are,
with reverence for beauty
that never lets you
close enough
to see more than
a quiver and blur.
Wasn’t she like that too --
quicksilver;
couldn’t sit still?
Overnight its chest came up
empty,
hollow and dry as a cave;
the tribe that once lived
there
fleeing, feathers left blowing.
Her heart, torn apart early on:
a piece for each of her husbands,
a piece for each of her husbands,
the rest shredded the day your mother died.
How she wept, and asked God,
why hadn't he taken her first?
why hadn't he taken her first?
When they said she couldn't
drive any more, she told you she
drive any more, she told you she
felt cavernous as an empty house.
And just one more day
for the body to abruptly
stop at the neck, mindless
as you were, lured by the long
tail feathers, the golden ruffs,
tail feathers, the golden ruffs,
bending over this bloodless
thing
to pull them out. How easily
the body lets them go.
the body lets them go.
In the tiny senior citizen’s
apartment, she began to pace
and couldn’t stop crying,
burned her dinners,
forgot
how to take her pills.
Listen to you: making crow
sounds,
as you spread desire’s
shadow
across these relics of a
radiance you yearn for.
radiance you yearn for.
Until you've taken
all you can, fetching
shovel and rake to
all you can, fetching
shovel and rake to
bring the leavings back
to the clean-up crew
in the woods.
So little left, by the time she died
in the nursing home. Just the scalloped
gold wedding band, that fits on
the end of your pinky,
and a little pile of pictures,
you keep in a drawer by your bed.
Labels:
aging,
beauty,
death,
decline,
dementia,
grandmothers,
hanging on to what we can,
loss,
mementos,
memory,
relics,
scavenging
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Tuesday Poem: Baryshnikov's Feet

Baryshnikov’s Feet
Look up and you see
a green man, a faun, ageless,
graceful as a silver birch,
a delicate fool about to embark
on the first of many Spring journeys.
Look down, and you spy
the feet that twist beneath him,
thick as the roots that anchor an oak,
Atlas feet that could support the world,
spreading out below rock hard legs,
feet like old women, with cigarettes
hanging from their lips, as they read
Pushkin aloud to an empty room,
heroic feet, old and crazy now,
Baba Yaga’s house dancing
across the forest, each toe
a chicken foot digging in,
feet with rivering veins in them,
muscles big as a lion’s haunches,
feet with the iron grab of an old man
on a bread line, desperate to tell you
a story about hard knocks, solidity,
risk taking, great leaps that bring
painful landings, a man
who puts himself to hard use
in order to lift the rest of us up.
Labels:
aging,
Baryshnikov,
dance,
feet,
heroes,
legend,
mastery,
scars,
strength,
transcendence
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday Poem: published in Poems of Awakening, an anthology edited by Betsy Small

I Dreamt the Green Hands of the Clock
rolling backwards, merciful in their pull
toward the deep green days of our marriage,
of being luminous as a new shoot in your arms,
the puddle green of your kisses, the green tree-belly
moonlight over our bed, as the damp green
song of peepers frizzled the air, you on your knees
above me, the Spanish moss of your hair swaying
as we rose in the soft growing dance of love,
those greenest moments of our conviction.
How sweet then, to awaken
fresh from a night like this, still beside you,
to stand rubbing our eyes in disbelief
as we look out the window at this fog,
thick and pale hydrangea green,
turning the buildings, everything, alien,
this lightning raging across the city on long white legs,
how sweet to feel as if we were just born yesterday,
the green hands of the clock rolling
backwards, merciful in their pull.
Labels:
aging,
being loved,
childhood memory,
eternal youth,
idle time,
marriage,
new experiences
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