Like a frog out of the
water,
like a big clumsy fly caught
in a screen,
I entered womanhood
flailing my long legs.
Jumping Double Dutch in
sneakered feet,
pounding a Morse Code of
denial into the sidewalk,
so it echoed throughout the
neighborhood:
not me, it said, not me,
I'll play with dolls forever,
I'll be a boy
if I want to,
I'll go off and play
by the railroad tracks.
Or spinning crazy like a top
in the grass of the
backyard,
almost mowing mother's roses
down with my arms,
then swooning beneath our
peach tree
heavy with ripening fruit.
Dizzy it always made me
dizzy,
and sleepy too, this newly
tilting
pigeon thrumming inside me.
Thought I'd never want
a prince bending over me,
his face so much like a
brother's
with its teasing wheedling
eyes,
and mouth that kisses too
hard.
1 comment:
I love this, each line sings of childhood and growing up, especially that Double Dutch line.
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