Tuesday Poem: previously published in the anthology, Paterson: A Poet's City, in 2005

                                                Dialogue, 2011 by Liliana Porter

Paterson, New Jersey: The Girls 

On Cedar and Summer Streets

had names like songs,

like arias in fact,

that rose and fell

in handfuls of confetti

across the sun.

Santa and Rosa,

tucked like a holy picture inside your missal,

Teresa, Angela, Gracia,

church bell glitter falling

like the angels as they sing us into evening,

Sylvia, Stella, Maria

gleaming in moonlight.

Immaculata Concepcione! 

Palmyra! Preciosa!

Like hymns the mother’s voices

rang down the sidewalk

and girls we called Connie and Pam and Sina

dropped the end of the jump rope

and became a soft percussion of steps,

a murmur of acquiescence,

the creak of a screen door.

Christiana who got to watch the nuns eat in the convent

because her mother cooked for them,

Carmella carrying altar lace,

Caterina celestial in her wedding cake Sunday dresses,

Cosmina and Mariana graceful as boats adrift at sea.

All of them except me.

Ei -----leen !

My mother bellowed,

with an emphasis on the “eye”,

her voice at full tilt,

rain-lashed and battered

as the Irish cliffs in a storm,

smoky as their pubs every night of the week.

The street went silent all of a sudden,

As the girls I turned my back on made the sign of the cross,

and I took the longest way home I could.

Tuesday Poem: Previously published in The Passaic County Community College Anthology in 1992

We Learn About Love 

from the stories our parents 
tell at the supper table,

like sober news commentators,
creating history, they always begin 
with an axiom: It doesn’t pay 
to be grabby, they say.  
Take Minnie around the corner.

Minnie ran the local grocery for her parents.

She was what we all called homely:

short and brown and thick as a little fireplug.

But Minnie had a beautiful husband,

her father had imported for her from Italy.

And she glowed when she had to talk for him

to the rest of us, which she did 
because he didn't speak English.

Day after day he went off to 
who knows what job or where,

with his black wavy hair, 
white teeth, and permanent tan.

But, let’s face it: what he 
said and did wasn't important.

What was, was that he was Minnie's, 
and that the women

said three Hail Mary’s 
whenever he passed them.

Until one summer this angel 
went up on the roof to fix it,

and in a grab at a sliding hammer 
plunged to the sidewalk 
and broke his neck.

Just like that! My mother 
snapped her fingers,

her whole life gone in a heartbeat!

Minnie must have been shattered,

but two days after the funeral 
she was back, shuffling around 
the store in her mules and peds,

using the claw to grab the heavy 
cans off the shelves, dropping them 
down and catching them in one hand,

like she’d always done. But it 
wasn’t the same. It used to be fun 
to go in there, to watch her dance

with the mop, or sing to 
the baskets of fava beans.

Now the store seemed more
like Pompeii,  what with 
Minnie buried alive 

every night in its ashes.

It's a shame, my mother sighed, 
as she got up to clear the table.

You go after too much, and you’re 
in for nothing but heartache.

Yeah, my father said, as he lit a cigarette,  
it doesn’t pay to kid yourself.

My brother and I swallowed, eyeing each

other through a growing cloud of smoke.

Tuesday Poem: First published in Outerbridge in 1987

                   Illustration by Frederic Dorr Steele

When The Junk Man Came Down Summer Street

We stood on the sidewalk 

across from the corner drugstore,

eyeing our own reflections in the green glass doors

behind which Doc’s Great Dane slept 

every night to scare away burglars.

We stretched and pranced 

impatient as runners, waiting for the junk man 

and his wagon to roll like a ghostly wave

across Doc’s little harbor of marble and glass,

the knobs on the soda fountain 

bobbing like white marker buoys.

We followed him down the block then:

past old D’Allessandro squinting 

through Coke bottle glasses

his white hair stiff as the brushes 

that hung from the sides of the wagon,

past Rose Quatrocchi with her 

sons in their shiny red stroller,

past Ralph Molinaro 

who kept pigeons and rabbits,

his backyard bristling with edible blossoms,

past the girls playing hopscotch 

with a hard rubber heel, begged from 

the shoemaker who never seemed busy,

who my father said was a Mafia bookie,

their game interrupted, the girls ran behind us.

The junk on the wagon   

tilted and swayed like the graceful trombones 

and French horns the old men played as they 
marched for the feast of Santa Croce Camarina.

His cowbells were strung 

like stars across our daylight.

They clanked and tinkled 

and floated a rhythm that made us 

want to start skipping.

There was Santa and Rosa

whose  mother could never 

remember their names

and called them Hey You in Italian,

Columbia who couldn’t come out 

unless Baby Jerry came with her,

Tanya and Sonia, and Hanna their sister,

their mother on the porch 

in her flowered babushka.

Then Georgie Capello 

and blonde-headed Victor,

and Sammy the Mongol 

who swore like a trooper.

Even crazy Joe, in his black leather jacket,

stopped combing his hair and came out

to call to the chestnut junk wagon  horse

who seldom looked up 

at the sound of our voices,

his hooves rocking slow 

on the hard black macadam,

inching his way to the corner on rickety legs.

Past the brick stoop where 

Gracie’s Communist tenant

sat by himself every night like a mummy,

past Father Andresani’s cranky old mama

her gray head nodding in time to the rosary,

down to Louie’s where we 

bought Daddy's cigarettes,

and lemon ice with the leftover money.

Louie made it himself 

in a big silver bowl 

at the back of the store

and he told us he made it 

with snow shipped from Italy.

Then the junk man waved 

as he got to the corner,

taking his jingle and clip-clop 

toward 21st Ave. His hat sat so straight 

on his head in the gold and the shadows,

it sent sparks up our spines 

as we stopped at the corner 

to wave him goodbye,

made us suddenly jump Double Dutch

or play Tag in a wild stampede over fences,

and through the network of yards 

and alleyways behind our houses.

On those days we were never glad 

to be called in to supper.

The rust and the clutter, 

the feathers, the moving machine parts,

the slack leather reins in the junkman’s

powerful big knuckled hands,

the spots on the horse’s back 

where the hair had rubbed off,

the plod and the footfall 

lingered in our heads, so we 

laughed out loud in our beds 

before falling asleep.

There was so little junk in our lives.