The Hunger Angels
first came to her when they
were fighting.
Their whispers made her feel
like she’d put her ear to a seashell.
They told her her father
swallowed his anger.
They danced like little
fireflies around him,
swirled inside his undertow
of loneliness,
swam in his beer, made fun
of the white heron
poses, he learned as a boy, in
a kitchen
where there was never enough
to eat.
She watched them hover like
hummingbirds
as they buzzed her mother's
fork,
oozed out of her sandwiches,
as she took her
giant bites. When
Mommy sat quiet, they gathered
in her hair, stirring
up the racket of memory,
with its abuses, desertions, hard work that made her
disappear into cooking pots,
and gourmet magazines.
The little girl watched the
two of them
tangle with one another in
despair.
The angels multiplied then, their
faces
becoming her parents' faces in
miniature.
Put us in your hope chest, they said
when she was eight years
old.
Someday you'll open it,
and we'll have grown like dumplings,
or steamy loaves of bread.
No head of a pin for us, babe.
We’ll keep you fidgety company.
Just fire up
those cravings.
In her innocence she
welcomed them,
glad to be included, not
knowing
how else the story might
have gone.
2 comments:
There is so much story in this poem, and a great deal of what NZ poet Glenn Colquhoun would call "the ache" -- we feel it.
Wow I love this, from the title to the last quiet line. Really dense with images and feeling. Will come back to this one, thanks for sharing it.
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