Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
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Tuesday, April 19, 2016

The Witch Series


Sue Cross

took herself out one day,
to the woods she’d been foraging in
for years, went out among the may-apples,
colts foot, burdock, lamb’s quarter,
plants she read , nature’s literature,
expanding her life beyond itself,
nurturing woods, medicinal woods –
learning all its secrets, riding the steady
wheel of the seasons, its comings and goings,
the small predictable bounties.

Woods she’d come to, after quitting nursing,
collecting for teas, elixirs, and tinctures,
taking other peoples’ children
on wild foods walks, collecting
watercress, nettles, ramps,
and in the spring, morels, their tiny
convoluted skulls peeping out among the roots.

I can hear her low voice, its sibilant consonants
and vowel melodies filling the afternoon shade
with the riches all around us, opening our eyes.

Herbalist, house wren,
small, watchful, and full of knowledge,
went out to the woods alone
one day, not long after her divorce,
stood at the edge of the deepest
rock ravine, and threw herself down.

Who knows how long she lay there,
awake and aware, as the raptors
went sliding overhead, how many
nights she watched them turn into stars?

Those of us who saw her
for the hero she was trying so hard to be,
hope new shoots feathered up
around her, unfurling a green caress,
that little birds gathered above her,
to sing her their sweetest songs.


Friday, April 19, 2013

Tuesday Poem: an earlier version published in BlueFifth Review in 2007


  

First Sonnet


When the family crowded into the Summer Street kitchen
I was all hers for a while: belting out God Bless America,
cheeks aglow, loud as Kate Smith on the Ed Sullivan show,
or the special birthday song we learned from Big John and Sparky
on the little Bakelite radio. Tucked tight within her arms I basked
in her smile, the cloud of her powder scent and smoky breath,
what I’d later know to be bliss, afloat on the feel of her lips
on my cheek, her drawn out kiss, as the aunts and uncles laughed
and clapped for us both. Most of the time it was more like
I was a mouse, eclipsed by the whirr and squeak of the clothesline,
the whish whish whish of the scrub brush in her fist, a pest,
a maker of dirt underfoot, scuttling around the house, furtive
and filthy as soot: watching her from the corners, struggle against
the enormity of her unhappiness, and the awful swelling of the mess.